It will be hard but over time you will say him who?? I can tell you all the things you could do to feel better but at first it will be hard and like hell but you just have to learn how to find better!
try doing it after 4 years babe, it's hard as hell. its like being locked up for four years then you get let out and everythings changed and you dont know what to do or how to handle situations. it's hard, but i'm here for you if you need me cause i know how hard it all is. it gets better in time, trust me :) i've never been happier. once all the hard stuffs over, its good. x