So when my world turns upside down, I turn it right back over and pray for the greatest
but look foward to the best. What a pleasurale day that I had today. Normal school day and
all, but gee, I must of had a pretty super sleep because I felt fab ;D hehe. Would like to say
that in ethics today, I HUGELY hated the fact that scientists do animal testing. (Although
I already knew that) Nasty little buggers out there. If I ruled the world, I would grab all you animal
torturers and do it all back to you. You have no sympathy and don't know how much you're
actually physically hurting that poor animal. Animal cruelty is my strongest weakness. Why not
test it on actual humans that would like to die? you would solve two problems there. Get rid of
people that don't want to live etc and let poor, helpless animals free.

I think i'm just not that inportant anymore.

I wish you didn't go for such a pig headed jerk.
He treats you like crap, he doesn't even go out with you yet he still manages
to control your feelings and upsetting you. He says he has feelings for his ex, but we catch him on the bus with his
ex before her and then he doesn't know what to say.. except, "we're just friends, don't get the wrong idea :(" So why is
she wearing a dress that is short and it's freezing and raining cold outside? uhh I think we all know why she was wearing it.
He has a million girls after him. He even flirts with them every single day.. Everyone sees. How can he have the guts
to say that he likes you? truly how can he?
C'mon girl, wake up. Don't go for a loser like him, He's a fag that doesn't deserve
someone as perfect as you. You're amazing and beautiful, you could get alot better
than him.

DUANE

WALTER

GODFREY

I love your smell.

 It helps me sleep when I wrap myself in your

hoodie all snuggled tight in my bed tehe

"Walk and touch peace every moment.

Walk and touch happiness every moment.
Each step brings a fresh breeze.
Each step makes a flower bloom.
Kiss the Earth with your feet.
Bring the Earth your love and happiness.
The Earth will be safe
when we feel safe in ourselves."


Kiss the Earth by Thich Nhat Hanh

W

H

A

M!

you're beautiful ;)

Oh my baby boy, I miss you soo much.

I havn't been able to see you for like a week and now 2 days :(

apart from wednesday. I'm going crazy not being able to see you

I miss you so freaken much. Hmm love sick! ;) I miss our cuddles and

our kisses tehe, and my massages that you give me awww your such

a sweet and kind boyfriend to me. :) You're the bestest boyfriend I could

ever ask for hehe, i loveee you baby Dee

kisses ;D

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME,

I DUNNO HOW TO CHANGE

 MY UGLY BLOGGER TEMPLATE

TO SOMETHING PRETTY :'(

what do i doooo?

I really like it when it's freezing cold and raining.

Cause I love to cuddle you on the bean bag and get

all your warmth tehe ;)

I love you so much baby, I think about you all the time.

1 year and 5 months :)

sooo long, but, I want forever tehe x

Heey Weed, Marijuana, pot.. you have many nicknames.

I just wanted to say that you've really taken your toll.

You're getiing a bit controling over him now..
 and maybe just maybe, I wish you'd enlighten his life instead of making him 3 different types of people.
Please, please stop what you do.

It's unfair on all of us.

Everyone stop picking on Richard :(

 it's soo mean..

 Gah, go stick a dick
in your mouth.
Bitch.

"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."

Dear A.G, So it's been about a month now and still nothing has been changed. I'm not going to say that I knew this was going to happen because yea, I did have a bit of hope.. but I did have a feeling that you you don't really care & "that it's just life" of your understanding. I still don't understand this family dinamics thing? I thought that in this world, family was meant to be here when no-one else was and mean more to eachother than anybody could?. Guess i'm wrong. I wish it was like that, I wish with everything. A few days ago, I found out that after our private talk, the whole family now knew. I don't know what the hell of a problem you have with me? God, i'm just a fucking teenager and you hate me and my sister already? it's not like I have anything to prove you don't anyways? cause you never ring or see us. How can me and my sister change this on our own when it isn't our mistake?. If you can ring A.R up first thing in the morning then why cant you ring us up and see how we are? better yet, why cant you just stop being a bitch. You're so horrible!

*I made a new book lastnight.

 I wrote a page and a half full of

beautful things that I remember we did to eachother before we got together ;)